My journey began with a question I asked during Indre’s webinar: “What does nighttime eating mean?” Her answer was so profound and insightful that I immediately knew Indrė truly understands what she’s doing. This realization led me to follow her webinars closely and eventually take the opportunity to have a 15-minute personal consultation with her.

Since my life revolved entirely around caring for my son, I was constantly searching for ways to make his life easier. However, during our conversation, Indrė shared an unexpected insight: to help him, I needed to start working on myself first.

The beginning wasn’t easy. During our talk, I didn’t even know what to say or how to express myself. When Indrė suggested I join the Life balace course, I was filled with fear—especially about finances. Could I afford it? However, her encouragement, along with Erika’s support, gave me the confidence to take the leap. This decision turned out to be one of the best in my life.

At first, I was skeptical. I questioned how something like meditation could help without any additional actions or exercises. At one point, I even thought, “This is just a bunch of meditations in meditation sauce!” 😅

Initially, I listened to the meditations without headphones, which, in hindsight, was a big mistake. My phone would often go to sleep, and I’d have to wake it up several times during a session, disrupting my focus. Once I finally got headphones and resolved these technical issues, everything improved significantly. I began to notice how effective the meditations truly were—they really worked!

I came into the course with a heavy emotional load: fears, grudges, anger, and other negative emotions. Gradually, I worked through it all. I started noticing changes in how I interacted with the world around me. I found it easier to connect with strangers, and even started talking to people I once considered enemies as if they were old friends.

One of the biggest shifts happened in how I approached self-criticism. I used to criticize myself and others for every little thing—appearance, behavior, speech, clothing. Now, that criticism has almost disappeared, and when it does surface, it’s rare.

Another significant change was with my memory. Since childhood, I had always struggled with forgetfulness—whether it was school lessons, university lectures, or daily tasks. I never went to the store without a shopping list and always kept notes for important matters. During a post-course consultation, Indrė mentioned that my memory would improve naturally through meditation, without any special effort. I didn’t believe it at the time, but now I see it was just my limiting beliefs and mental programs holding me back. My memory has greatly improved, and even though I sometimes still write things down out of habit, I rarely need those notes anymore.

I believe that by continuing the courses, these improvements will only deepen, as all the layers that have blocked me continue to peel away. I am incredibly grateful to Indrė and Erika for every meditation, every question that directed me toward the right path, and every piece of advice—they are truly priceless.

Listening to the webinar “Loving Life,” I remembered how I used to often wish: “I want to wake up one day as a completely different person, with a perfect life.” Now, even in the most challenging situations, those thoughts no longer come. Instead, I ask myself, “What can I do to feel better where I am right now?”

This is the power of Indrė’s courses. 😊